SmellsLikeSunshine

In which I say the same thing: NOT DEAD, NOT LEAVING, BUT NOT DRAWING EITHER.
Because I'm doing summer school, trying to find a job, the usual studying shit...
I don't understand why I still have any watchers at all!

Well, I haven't been active here at all, have I!

I can't seem to bear leaving for good, though, and I check back here every day. I just...never...draw...
That is, never anything good enough to be put up here.
If anyone wants to see the dumb sketches that I do on a weekly basis, you could check out my sketchtumblr here:
bildungsphilister.tumblr.com/
But I doubt anyone is interested HEH
JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE.


Here, have some excuses as to why I don't draw much:

I'm still not used to drawing on my laptop (because I don't draw much on it).

THERE IS NO SAI FOR MACS so I dl'd CLIP PAINT Lab but it's like...I don't understand how to use it ahhhhhhhh HEHEHE THANKS, BAF
And also Alchemy but I don't think I'm badass enough to use it right.
And PS is still a bitch, I don't use it on principal >:I

I can't get anything finished-looking on TegakiE (my preferred digital medium) because I'm lazy and no layers.

School/JLPT study is kicking my butt! CHEM!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH


Anyhoo.
Yes.

Wow okay I have been extremely inactive here...as per usual. It's like every time I come back and resolve to draw something, i drop dA like a hot potato and never draw at all. WILL THIS BE THE TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE? I don't know, but I resolve once more!

Joining Hogwarts Academy was a total bust...I guess I'll try DAMMED because it looks really cool ;o;
In the meantime, though, if any of my watchers are still active, any requests? Especially the people that have drawn me stuff in the past, I'm positive I've never expressed my thanks enough.

Hueghghhgh godddddddd
I hate typing on my nook but it's all I've got atm. Because we currently have NO INTERNET SERVICE FFFFFFUUUUUUUU
it should be up and running by Thursday. SHOULD, but so far, these people haven't exactly been following throough. >:I
at least I can steal the neighbor's internet when it's working.

BUT YEAH this is why I haven't been around at all, of late. I miss my babiessssss
also omg so out of the loop with HA m@
Poooo this is going to make me that much more self-conscious later when I try to jump in grahhhh
oh wells. Nothing to be done. I hope everyone had a nice new year! C:

I was going to draw nengajou,, but...yeah. no compy and no internet. Heh. CAN'T WAIT TO BE BACKKKKK

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
~Day Ten: One confession.

1. I rarely tell the truth about myself.